Transitioning from the Old to the New

The toggle between the old and the new feels as if a war is going on inside of me. Ego keeps yelling I want it my way and I want it NOW. It’s a screaming toddler. It yells mean words. It’s berating. It’s doubt. It’s mistrust. It’s wanting things to change now. It’s an energetic force within you. It feels oily and misguided and only in it for the ‘me.’ It sneaks up on you when you least expect it. It wiggles its way through and says NO. It’s long held fears. It’s worries about the future. It’s trying to keep the small me safe.